remember

it's good to know that jesus doesn't want us to beat ourselves up, that it's not about condemnation: it's about conviction, my friend. An empowering, more clear headed realization of where I am at - and one that gives me deep joy and room to grow with help. i remember not to focus on my sin, but to face it, have it shone on by Jesus and then accept humbly the forgiveness through my repentance. and hold on to the fact that i am forgiven no matter what. i remember to not build barriers to not feel the pain, but to believe and embrace with all arms a life fuller than what i imagine and settle for. and to fight for that in small things. cause He has given it all, i can at least just open my hands and let go of what i want to protect or hide inside them. and now i never have to be owned by shame, guilt or pain. that's a load off. worshipping with a big family is so so glorious. ...you see...we're all broken, not just you. it's good to be where the ground is level for all.