dreams and Radler

dreams do a number on me four times out of five...
i woke up waiting for a call that i wasn't waiting for...
someone was getting murdered, i was in a city of ruins and not getting the call i wanted.

i bet i borrowed the someone that got murdered from "5 minutes of heaven". is not a romance by the way, but a movie about hope - at least off and on. i like movies that process possible life scenarios realistically. this one does. made me think of the 2cor kids. and anyone that makes mistakes while they're alive. and anyone that can't handle making mistakes very well (like any of us) and where time doesn't heal neccessarily.

luca has been listening to the little mermaid for probably three straight days...living in reality? not so much, but she is playing the story out creatively in all sorts of ways: with playmobil. we took a break today - there's imagination and breaks to dreaming. today it's reality :) and playing in water and sunshine in the yard is a good reality.

i'm spending zoo nap time watching Les Miserables. one of my favorite movies. makes me think of our friend-in-heaven Karen, why i love the kind of people i want to go back to work with - and what i have a long ways to go to.
how evil is constantly willfully disarmed in this movie is amazing. and how the refusal to give in to evil weighs heavy, because evil is not abolished, but left to deal with itself until it collapses - until finally there is peace.

in the end kind of waiting for a phone call,
enjoying the peace of Jax
and counting the days until i can have a Radler with friends in Germany.
YES!!!!